Tightrope

No one warns the girls, about the boys with the pretty eyes and luring smile.

Princes with castles. Fairy tales and happily ever afters.

The girl who was promised the world, must settle for this blanket of limited ground.

A ground covered in fields of flowers, with hiding glass that glistens in the sun’s warm rays.

Keep walking now to that ledge, your happily ever after can be a few steps ahead.

Balancing on a tightrope of disappointments, catching your breath, yet your heart’s still wide open.

Tippy toe now. The harder you try, the closer to the fall. Nothing seems to be enough for the one who can’t see they already have it all. Another item on their belt, you will never be seen for who you are, so you bow down and do as you’re told.

Keep trying now you’re almost there. Another few steps a few more tears.

Stumble, catch yourself. Another disappointment, look at that. Always seem to take 3 steps forward, but 5 steps back.

Sacrificing it all as you stumble along. This journey does not have to end with you on the bottom of this ditch.

Run now girl, you can have it all. Take a deep breath and don’t fear the fall. You are worth more than that Prince will ever see. You don’t have to give up everything for someone who won’t do the same.

You take a look back and see that castle of lost dreams. You now know, everything is not always as it seems. One last step, you made it now. No more broken glass shattered under those feet.

Puzzle Pieces

It’s been a bit since I have done a blog entry. More recently I have been writing more journal writing, poems, thoughts. This is something I jotted down today. I wish it was a little more upbeat, but this is what I’ve got.

 

My puzzle pieces are falling down

Faster and faster they just hit the ground

All I can hear is the sound – of your voice

Telling me you care

but why do you leave me here.

Standing all alone

here in the dark

I’m wondering where, where I went wrong

*what did I do wrong

Wrapped in these lies

and I still don’t know why

but they are swallowing me whole.

*Swallowing me whole

If I could just grab the pieces

and put them back together again

maybe I’d climb out alive.

I’m not getting out alive.

You’re still telling me you care

but you still leave me here

with another lie

*Another lie

standing all alone

here in the dark

I’m wondering how this went so wrong

*Why is this so wrong

You want this life of wonder

lasting love and happiness

Baby you’re throwing it away, with those lies you say

time and time again

Just imagine for me now

that life that you see

what will it be

when you are the one standing

all alone

*Is it worth it now

Just tell me that you care

and stop leaving me here

I don’t want to stand here all alone

i’m alone in the dark

Baby tell me that you care

without another lie, another lie

The pieces are on the ground

they just lay there now

and all I can hear is the sound – of your voice

Telling me that you care

but you left me here

wrapped in these lies

so many lies