It’s been a bit since I have done a blog entry. More recently I have been writing more journal writing, poems, thoughts. This is something I jotted down today. I wish it was a little more upbeat, but this is what I’ve got.
My puzzle pieces are falling down
Faster and faster they just hit the ground
All I can hear is the sound – of your voice
Telling me you care
but why do you leave me here.
Standing all alone
here in the dark
I’m wondering where, where I went wrong
*what did I do wrong
Wrapped in these lies
and I still don’t know why
but they are swallowing me whole.
*Swallowing me whole
If I could just grab the pieces
and put them back together again
maybe I’d climb out alive.
I’m not getting out alive.
You’re still telling me you care
but you still leave me here
with another lie
*Another lie
standing all alone
here in the dark
I’m wondering how this went so wrong
*Why is this so wrong
You want this life of wonder
lasting love and happiness
Baby you’re throwing it away, with those lies you say
time and time again
Just imagine for me now
that life that you see
what will it be
when you are the one standing
all alone
*Is it worth it now
Just tell me that you care
and stop leaving me here
I don’t want to stand here all alone
i’m alone in the dark
Baby tell me that you care
without another lie, another lie
The pieces are on the ground
they just lay there now
and all I can hear is the sound – of your voice
Telling me that you care
but you left me here
wrapped in these lies
so many lies
Lisa Pinelli 